So tired of writing papers I have literally stopped giving a single fuck on this last one so I am just writing without thinking and 109% not caring if I sound stupid or if it makes no sense or if I fail
Yesterday night’s cardio and pole classes went super well. I had two cardio classes and 101 and I felt really energetic and strong. I finally managed to pull off a spin that I have been struggling with for months and I feel like I’m more than ready to start 202. I can’t wait to go to pole every night starting in May. The studio is basically becoming my happy place; I never thought I’d say this, but dancing and exercising has really been helping the stress and anxiety I’ve had lately with exams and getting promoted at work. I’m determined to improve my coordination, strength and endurance over the summer and spend any extra time I have at the studio.
On another note, I start work in half an hour. It’ll be my first shift out of training and I’m super nervous but I’m detecting overall good vibes.
I went to the Caravan Palace show at the Commodore, was pulled onstage by some random guy and pretended I knew how to swing dance.
Random intense anxiety about work and school and money and life and everything ugh